lerdy88

Reality and fantasy.. Unpredictable and planned.. Maddening and enjoyable.. Painful and fascinating.. Confusing and clear.. People tell me to stop living in fantasy, that reality isn't like that. Don't they know I know that? Don't they think I just want to escape? They tell me to put down my games..get off the computer.. To do what? Go outside? To face reality? No thank you.. Maybe I'm weak, maybe I'm addicted.. Or maybe I'm just looking for a way out.. An escape route..